Salam Lebaran

it's the 2nd day of hari raya, and i'm wearing -- ORANGE ! haha boleh taaahan VOGUE gitu.
rasa mcm lawa pulak hari ni -.-'
I skrg ni kat rumah nenek I, di Parit Buntar, Perak. Kampung abah I. tempat ni bukan kampung. tgh2 bandar adalah. bunyi ayam berkokok diganti dgn bunyi hon kereta yang lalu lalang kat taman ni.

semalam budak2 main mercun dan bunga api. banyak.
the boys (uzair, adib, hasif dan amirul) beli smpai beratus2 mercun bola semalam, main smpai tgh malam. pukimak bising. haha
I pula, sebagai cucu sulung, cousin yang paling... ehem, "matang", terpaksa lah melayan adik2 kecil main bunga api je. last2 I yang melompat excited lebih2 haha.

hari ni, umi dan makcik tersayang masak, menu mamak. diorg tgh kat dapur, (still in ther caftans) comot2 memasak. kesiaaaan diorg. yg tok sedara semua, kat luar, berborak-borak. and I'm in the hall, bukak blogging. haha. tadi dah tolong lah kat dapur. diam ah :P
sebenarnya kan, I ada story utk you all ni. haha.
td kan. masa org tak ramai lagi, i pegi lah tegur my cousins adib & hasif, yang sedang menonton TV.

"sapa lagi yang ada kat luaq?"
"tok teh ada"
"tok teh ja? dia mai dgn sapa?"
"dgn anak dia la"
"anak dia yg mana? laki ka pompuan?"
"yang pompuan tu.."
"oh, kak lini tak suka doh dia tu"

and i went into the room.
japgi adib datang, dia kata,

"kak lini slambe ja kan kata tak suka dia" (sambil tergelak gelak)

I kata,

"ya la, dari kecik kak lini mmg tak suka."

and then adib replied

"kak lini tau dak, dia ada kat depan tu ja masa kak lini kata tu hahaha"

WTF SUMPAAAAHHH???!!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha klaka pun ada, segan pun ada, takut pun ada.
slambe je kau ckp tak suka makcik kau kan. hahahaha tak guna punya lini.
ni I tgk pmpuan tu dari tadi lagi, seeeenyap ja. hahaha puas hati jugak dapat luahkan perasaan. haha
alah nana weh, raya2 ni, ampunkan je lah eh XD
kau pun bukannya suka aku sgt pun kaaann eleleh, aku taaauu. hahaha

ni tgh tggu sedara2 maktok balik, then WE'RE OFF TO PENANG!!! yay !!! tak sabar2. hehe. esok open house rumah aunty zal pulak. ok masa tu kena dress up vogue2.
rambut kena lawa. haha

pgee? siapa itu pgee? oh kekasih I yg hensem rambut kembang itu ya...
haha dia kat melaka, rumah nek dia. kat sana susah dpt coverage. susah nak text, nak call pun mcm tak clear. sedih jugak. rindu sebenarnya. but i know he's having a lot of fun. takpalah, sekali sekala jumpa sanak saudara kan. i'm happy for you sayang :)

ok lah, berangkat dulu.
bergembiralah anda di Aidilfitri ini.

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

daripada, Lini, suami2, dan anak2.

overnight,

hye everyone,guess where i am? bilik tasnim.
tak pernah dgr nama tasnim? nah, ni tasnim


sumpah dia klaka. ada semacam allergic kalau lepak dgn dia. nanti perut sakit. sbb gelak byk sgt.haha
gambar yang tertera di atas ni, diambil semalam, pukul 5 pagi. yeap, 5 pagi kat mcD.
we stayed up all night, "studying", pukul 6 baru balik. haha. there were 8 of us. Tas, Zoey, Baem, Syafiq, Faez, Muz, Pgee and myself. seronok betul memerah otak.
kalau sudi tgk, ni lah antara gambar2 kami yang mengalami kekejangan otak semalam.

ni owner blog yang comelote.

ni pulak boyfriend dia yang kembang rambutnya

diorg ni tah la mcm adik beradik ke, macam pasangan bahagia ke, tah taktau. yang pasti, dua dua kecik. hahaha

ni syafiq dgn baem. budak genius dua orang. i envy you!

ni kitorg tiba2 menyelit kat webcam zoey. haha

oklah, tu ja. tak larat dah.
tengok lah bila2 ada benda pelik lagi, i'll let you readers know okay.
lotsa love, Lini

The OUR BOOK

nampak tak ni?
let's just zoom it in a little,


there. see it?
This is a book. It's not just ANY book, it's the OUR BOOK. the title, the whole cover of the page was handmade by my best friend in high school, Aliaa Syamim.
It contains most of our (Aliaa, Shafina and I) thoughts and feelings during our last 3 years in high school (2006-2008). banyak gila drawings, illustrating our thoughts and feelings dalam ni. hehe.
This book actually started off as a tool to avoid being caught in class for not bringing our exercise books during whatever period. (nak cover line la kira) haha i remember those days.
during form3, Aliaa, Shafina and I were almost inseparable. I was a new girl at SMKJ4, Aliaa and Shafina mmg dah rapat since form 1. Aliaa was the paranoid one, Shafina was the talkative one, and I was well, in love with myself.haha
we became really close friends.
we talked about EVERYTHING. Boys we were in love with, teachers we couldn't stand, and how EVERYBODY hated Linkham! (omg kenapa aku boleh teringat tu hahahahahahaha)
so whenever we're not together, and we had things to scream or laugh or cry about, we write it down in this OUR BOOK. so that we could feel like we're not going through life alone, and that we have our friends around us.

However, as the years went by, kami menjadi sibuk, and we had less time to spend on the book. We also had other friends. and then by the end of 2008, high school ended, i was already hanging out with different people, Aliaa and Shafina were probably more comfortable that way. I guess we were growing apart. when 2009 started, we still met each other, but VEEEERY VEEERY seldom. we had fewer things to talk about, since all of us were going separate ways. Shafina was already in college, Aliaa was going to leave for Johor, and the rest went to Melaka, Pahang, Perlis, merata2 lah ! so that was pretty much the end of the 3 years, the end of the our book, and our close friendship. we just don't call, don't text and no, we don't meet up anymore. i have absolutely no idea why. 3 years of friendship gone, just like that.
sad sad case, i know.

i'm just gonna take this from the book,
on the 24th of July 2007, at 11pm, i wrote

"Aliaa, Shafina, i don't care if you people think i'm annoying, I STILL LOVE YOU. very much. Thanks for making it easy for me to fit in here. I hope we'll stay friends forever, I won't let anything come between our friendship."

well, if either one of you are reading this, i just want you guys to know that, i still feel the same way. i still love the both of you, and i miss our times together back in high school. I'm sorry kalau ada misunderstanding between us, rasa menyampah dan sebagainya. i wish i could make things better.

ok lah. tu ja nak luahkan. i've had this kept in me for sooo long. nasib baik ada blogspot :D
btw, my dear friend from uitm, Hawa Malik, just turned 18 on Sept 5th. The dinner was great Hawa! Pgee and I had lots of fun. thank you so much, and again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING !
wish you all the best !

ok i'm gonna check on what my Fizree is up to right now. nanti kalau aku rasa emo lagi, aku tulis lagi ok.
toodles.